M A. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU

hey mom, look at me

its ur son speaking here,

i love you mom,

since that car crash in 2001,

i felt very lucky to have you,

mom i know sometimes im going harsh against you,

because u keep on scolding me what to do,

sit down mom and talk to me,

did i grow up according to plan?

i may seems wasting my time doing things i want to do,

but it hurts when u disapprove all along,

but mom, u are still my hero,

u woke me up everyday,

u will be there when im sad,

nursing me when im sick,

still accepting me eventho i disgrace ur name back 8 years ago,

teaching me abc's taught me what is compassion

eventho sometimes u are just soooo scary rotan-ing me on the butt,

but mom ,

i just want you to know,

i love you,

theres perhaps no other human beings i love more.

MA,

I WANT THE OLD YOU BACK,

stop the fight and massacre,

i wish i could have that mom back  who holds me when im trying to cross the road back 11 years ago,

MOM.

I DONT WANT TO LOSE YOU,

PLEASE DONT GO 

-sincerely-ur disobedient child-